Stop smoking

When I used to smoke, almost 10 years before, I sometimes tried to stop smoking.

It was not so much difficult for me to stop smoking for example for three weeks.

Actually it was very refreshing and comfortable period during when I can woke up more comfortably.

But after some while, I always wondered "I was smoking so much comfortably which I already forgot! How was that like?"

Then I resumed smoking from just a curiosity.

Anyway, after repeating these several times, I noticed that I no need to stop smoking, just imagine "I am continue smoking, but by accident a period of one cigaret to the next is getting a bit longer......"

Even during I was smoking, period from one cigaret to the next it took 30 min. or some hours. So it is just taking too much time than usual, I thought like that.

And it actually succeeding. I always keep one box of cigarette in my desk drawer almost 10 years but not opened yet.

I believe life is something like that.

There is just a short and dry distance between two accidents.
Some people regards that as just a pause, while the others consider that as a lack.

Optimistic or Pessimistic?
Hope or Despair?
Regret or Restart?

Depending on our way of perception, world appeared to us upside down, although the fact is there is just a short and dry distance.